Full-Blown Pain: My Fight Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp sensation sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then returned with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically start with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts up to three hours.

About 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, severe pain focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the intensity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.

One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Still, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his victims' heads.

Historical medical records propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In 1998, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.

Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple operations before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack passed.

Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known individuals.

But leading neurologists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

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Charles Marshall
Charles Marshall

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